Weekend Trip

This was the first time I left really early in the morning for the trip. It worked out well even with the rain.  I got to shop, grab a nap and shower before I picked up Eric feeling pretty refreshed which is new.  What happened to my little boy?  He grew about an inch since I saw him in February and his mannerisms are changing also.  We had a great time with wrestling around the house, going to the museums and McDonalds play place.  As you can see by the pictures we got the soda volcanoes going and Eric was very happy with them.  Afterwards we hung out on the beach and the jetties.

Sunday as always was a somber day.  We both can feel the hours ticking away.  I found myself in a old role of wanting to keep moving with our activities.  My time with L has taught me a lot and I slowed myself down.  I know when I am in that mode I'm in discomfort and want to get out of it.  So the realization that I still bury some of my feelings with being separated from Eric.  So I worked on experiencing them this weekend which isn't fun, but healthier.

Thursday was Date Night

It was good to see L.  See was stressed from work with paperwork.  So we talked about it.  I felt bad for Trevor her dog who came over with a ball and dropped it at my feet to play.  After talking I offered L a hair brushing when we got back from dinner which she happily accepted.

I see L doesn't handle stress very well.  I wanted to say it bothered me, but it didn't.  It's hers, she doesn't do anything stupid while stressed, and she doesn't take it out in me.  So I'm good with it.  I went through some thought on whether it would be a problem, but the realization that we will have differences and nothing will be perfect.  As long as things can be handled in a healthy manner.

 

Did Someone Leave the Refrigerator Door Open?

It's been real hot here the last few days like the 80's.  I checked the weather for the next few days.  It will be in the 70's here and the 60's in NY.  Sounds good.  I was so happy to have my jacket in my arm when I went out the door this morning.  It was in the 40's.  WTF!  The weather man kept saying it was going to get into the 70's today, but I really don't think that is going to happen. 

Anyway I finished getting all my stuff for my trip.  I made sure to pick up the diet coke and I was surprised it was hard finding Mentos.  I only found the chewy type.  Not quite sure if that is going to work for the soda fountains.  I'll have to check in the rest stops for the regular type.  Hopefully the weather will be nicer up there so we can do it on the beach.  That is if I can stay with my friend.  Great guy, but this last minute telling me if I can stay with him is problematic.

Handicap

I think when all doctor's graduate they should be labeled writing impaired and given the same rights as any handicap person.  So I went to the DMV to get my decals today.  I was 11th in line and only one teller for my situation.  Argh!  The good thing is that it was taking so long 4 people bailed.  I was so tense when she called two before my number.  That person wasn't around.  Then the number before mine.  I was dying.  Hoping they had already left since I needed to be across the street at a business meeting.  That person was gone so I was called.  The lady laughed at me she said she could see my tension.  Anyway she took one look at my form and was like I can't understand any of this.  I apologized said I was a doctor and she was okay with that.   

Police and Phone Calls

Running errands today I was pulled over by the cops.  I was really surprised when I saw the lights start flashing.  Anyway the cop asked if I knew why I was pulled over.  I was like I didn't have a clue.  He was like you have expired tags on my license plate.  Thinking it over I knew I paid my registration, but I come to think of it I don't remember getting new tags.  Being from NY I'm not use to this tag system so if they don't show up it's okay with me.  The cop said I was nice so just show up at court with it fixed and 95% chance they'll throw it out.  So I'll see how much the ticket is and if it's worth losing the time from work to go down to the court.

Talking on the phone with L has become really enjoyable now.  I know she says she doesn't like the phone, but she has warmed up very well on it.  She finally used her TV today and promptly fell asleep.  LMAO.  I can see this plasma TV is really going to get used.  I told her I would lend her my movies to watch over the weekend while I was gone.  So we'll get together Thursday and I'll leave early the next morning for NY.

Flat Feet

I visited my friend today for my weekly adjustment.  She finally got her computerized scanner up for orthotics.  So we scanned me to see how it worked.  Afterwards she was like "wow" you really have FLAT feet.  I said I know my ex use to call me the "archless freak". 

It did remind me of when I went swimming with the dolphins wow that was a while ago.  It was before Eric was even a glimmer in our eyes.  Anyway one thing they did is that they push you on the bottom of your feet through the water really fast.  For some reason they had a hard time with me.  I kept feeling them poking my feet.  I guess my flat feet through them.

Tuesday?

I guess I missed Monday on entries?  Oh well.  I tell you between networking and patients the day goes fast.  I just wish I had more patients.  In that area I joined a BNI group this morning.  Third time is the charm.  The first two I was okay with, but I really liked this morning's one so I slapped down my application and fee.  Truly one good patient covers the cost.  However I did jump into extreme financial fear mode yesterday when I was looking at my finances.  As usual the office pays for itself, but with out the valet there is nothing paying for me.  So all I see is a drain on my account which isn't that thick to begin with.  Poverty hits me in the stomach and I panic.  Once I reeled myself in I know I am working my damnest to make sure this doesn't happen.  So with that in hand I felt better, but it's hit or miss for a while.

I need to sit down again and rework out my schedule so I can squeeze in some more workouts and at least one yoga class a week.  All these early morning business meetings are biting into my routine.

I'll start packing up today for my weekend with Eric.  I'll just leave from L's house early Friday morning and get a get to NY earlier than usual.  There is no reason to go back home and then just leave.  We are both excited about the visit.  After this I'll see him for the summer.  I was bummed I couldn't find him any camps at the rec center this year.  A half day camp works wonders for both of us.  He gets some kid time and I get some time to do some work.