Well I finished another marathon day in the car (VA. Beach - NY - VA. Beach) in about 14 hours. My butt is numb as is my mind from staring at the road for hours without end. I hope this will all make sense since I'll put a few things together under this one heading.
THE FEELING OF UHHHHHH
That was the feeling I felt after dropping my son off today. The sadness is pretty oppressive for a while so the numbness of the road has its benefits also. The pain is increased by the great time we had. First grade has really shaped my son well. However I do kick my ass today for my last mistake I made before my ex and I separated and that was allowing her to leave the state with him. It was my last placating act and it was a doozy. Having talked to countless people having gone through this I can see the larger picture that I didn't see then. Hindsight is always 20/20. So I do the best I can for my son with the cards that have been dealt.
#3 on the List
From my last entry #3 really isn't my thing except that now you double #1. However I have seen the flip side of it with an old friend that was so over-joyed to see any two women do anything together ie. hair brushing that it was hilarious.
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I guess that is it. I think. My brain is empty so it has to be. Well good night all.
2 comments:
You made pretty good time.
Just curious as to why not put him on a plane
then again I'd probably drive my boy too.
Have a goodnight sweetie hugs, Marina
This is very enlightening. Majority of AOL bloggers are women so I do not see the male perspective often. Keep on writing.
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