Tuesday, June 20, 2006

End of the Day

Well I never got through on the phone to the apartment place.  Some fear on calling.  Part of me would just rather not hear that I can't have it, however it is not my way to give into my fears.  However talking with my friend tonight on a related topic made me realize I was again going on my feelings.  Things are starting to be good, but not great.  I started this path of living in the office to help pay of bills and get back on my feet.  Getting an apartment now goes against that.  As usual I feel good so everything must be great when they are not.  Caught myself faster this time so I am getting better with it.

So I will do a few things to make me like the room better.  To make the experience more enjoyable. 

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