It's the 4th and that means I've known L a month now. Woohoo! Boy time goes fast. I can feel us easing into a more relaxed state. I hear the happiness in L's voice when I call and it's nice. Talking way to fast is still a problem when I am with her, but that is a global problem.
Talking to my business neighbor this morning about K moving out. She confirmed that K just REALLY hates men. So that explained a lot for me why we never got along. I don't get along with everyone, but hostility never really comes up.
My Mom was doing better today and knew who I was. She seems more dozy than usual and I don't know if it is from the medicine or not. Part of me just doesn't care. I have so much going on I can't parent my Mom. When I had the extra time it was okay, but now I just don't have it in me.
Fear still grips me with the business and I will see how it is going in a month to see what I will do. I'm trying to get more faith on the subject with doing my part and then having the faith it will work out. We'll see.
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Oh, my 3 months iuntil Independence Day, the week of my daughter's birthday, yet it's maybe snowing this weekend. One month, ahhh,that'ssweet:)
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